
Inara sat down, offering Zoe
tea. "This job seems
to be creating a great deal of tension for you. With
Wash and the captain both."
Zoe shrugged, ignoring the
tea. "Nothing I can't
handle."
"I never said you
couldn't," Inara said, smiling slightly. "But maybe you shouldn't have to." She cocked her head slightly. "Is there some reason that doing
this job is so important to you?"
"You
need my help. We're not sendin' you in to do this
trade all on your own. You're
crew, for now anyway, and you need someone with you." Zoe shook her head. "Mind, I haven't got the least
idea how this is going to turn out. Feminine
wiles are...kinda new to me."
Inara laughed gently. "Zoe, just looking at you, I would
say that you're no stranger at all to feminine wiles, and I'm fairly
certain that Wash would agree."
A small, secretive smile
curved Zoe's full lips. "Not
for this kind of thing, though. My
way's...simpler. Don't so
much involve pouring tea and having fourteen different dresses at the
ready."
"You
can learn." Inara moved closer to
Zoe, forcing her to take a cup of tea from her hands. "And the very first thing you'll need to learn is to
relax. Tension...it's something
we're trained to look for, as Companions. If
you walk in there looking as uneasy as you do right now...well, it won't
go unnoticed."
Zoe finally gave in and
sipped the tea, sighing. "Fine. You
got some special way of relaxing?"
"I do, though it's
more...spiritual than professional," Inara said, smiling. She rose and took a cushion from the
sofa, sitting on the floor, neatly sitting on her heels. She beckoned Zoe to join her.
Zoe, with a few misgivings,
did. "This wasn't developed
for people who've been shot much, was it?" She shifted, trying to put an aching hip into a more
comfortable position.
"I don't suppose
so," Inara replied. "If
you're more comfortable sitting on the sofa..."
"Just...show me,"
Zoe said, resigned to her fate.
Inara closed her eyes. "Just focus on your breathing, to
begin with. Don't try to
control it, but become aware of it..." She continued to speak in a low, soothing voice, guiding Zoe through
very basic meditation techniques. This was basic, but it could be important. Inara had the sense that around Bai Lin, they would both
need all the focus and control they could get.

"Ohhh...." Wash's eyes were closed, an expression
of pure bliss on his face. "Oh,
this is...I gotta be the demonstration more often."
Inara smiled as she rubbed
oil into his back. "Don't
get too used to this. Now,
Zoe, you see how I'm focusing on each individual muscle group, starting
at the top and working down?"
"I see," Zoe
said neutrally, arms crossed over her chest.
Inara held her hands up,
sensing a little bit of jealousy. "You
try, then."
With a frown of concentration
on her face, Zoe slicked up her palms and took over. "Definitely don't get too used to this," she
warned.
"Wouldn't
dream of it, baby. Also, ow. Is it supposed to hurt?" Wash
demanded.
"More lightly,"
Inara instructed. "You're
supposed to be bringing pleasure, not performing physiotherapy."
Zoe continued a little more
gently. "When precisely
they gonna see me givin' somebody a rubdown?"
"We
should be prepared for everything. When I was a
novice, I was sometimes summoned to assist the House Mistress in
relaxation. Don't worry so much. There aren't any high-ranking males in
the House—Bai Lin's assistant is probably the only one, in fact--and any
touching will be purely platonic," Inara said calmly.
"But you can practice
more on me," Wash said hopefully. "In
a non-platonic sense."
Zoe smiled as she followed
the column of Wash's spine down. They'd both been trying to work towards a cease-fire, at least, if not a
truce. "Might do,
husband. Might do."

River sat on Inara's bed, her
nose wrinkled up under her. "It's
ugly."
Inara looked up from where
she was pinning the folds of Zoe's sari to her skirt. "It's beautiful. Zoe's
tall enough to really carry off a sari well."
"But
the color."
"Gotta go with River on
that one," Zoe said, looking down at the dull green of the fabric. "You sure they won't notice how
ugly it is?"
"They'll notice how
fashionable it is," Inara said practically. "This shade is very chic right now."
"It
looks like decaying flesh. Or an old bruise. Or maybe infection," River
supplied helpfully.
"Fashionable infection." Inara helped Zoe
down from the footstool. "Now
take small steps, and don't trip on the..."
Zoe glared up at her from the
floor. "So it's the
color the bruises'll be after a couple of days?"
Inara leaned down to help her
up. "Yes. Precisely."

Zoe, arms folded over her
chest, watched while Mal, Simon, River and Inara weaved in and out in the
complex figures of the dance. "Sir,
there a reason you actually know how to do this?"
Mal bowed to River, who was
his partner. Simon had protested
that arrangement at first, then caught the expression on Inara's face. "Not one you're ever gonna find
out," Mal grumbled.
"His
mama thought it would make the girls like him better." River glanced mischievously up at Mal. "But it was hopeless."
Inara smothered a laugh. "All right, Zoe, take my place
with Simon. I'll call out the steps. Just watch River if you get
confused. Wash, start the
music again?" Inara watched them
move critically. "Forward,
forward, join hands, curtsy, back, forward, hands joined and move under
the—oh, dear." It
seemed that either Mal and River hadn't been holding their hands up high
enough, or else Zoe had misjudged her height. It was almost comical to watch them try and untangle from
the heap on the floor.
They took a break, and Simon
prescribed analgesics all around.
Zoe's hand shook as she poured
out the tea. Inara sighed. "Zoe, one detail, one moment in
which your touch isn't deft and sure, and you'll be given away
completely."
Wash reached for the cup, and
Inara slapped his hand away. "Zoe,
do it again."
Zoe smiled apologetically at
Wash, and he patted her hand. "Sweetcakes,
it is such a good thing that I don't even like tea."
"Yaegaki tsukuro...Sono
yaegaki wo," Zoe said, haltingly.
"It's
the oldest poem in the Japanese language, Zoe. Try
just a little more care in your pronunciation," Inara chided.
"There some reason I
have to be able to spout poetry in a language no one on Santo even
speaks?" Zoe sighed.
"Japanese culture is still
tremendously influential in the Core. It's a very important
language. Just knowing Mandarin
isn't enough, for a companion. You
need to have something of a more cosmopolitan sense. Besides, it's good to have something difficult up your
sleeve in case poetry comes up. Now
try again," Inara prompted.
"Yakumo
tatsu..." Zoe looked over
Inara's shoulder at River, who was mouthing the next line at her. If River weren't wanted—and
insane—Zoe would suggest sending the girl along
instead. With all her pretty airs
and graces, River would surely manage much better. Didn't matter, though. She'd made the commitment, and so she'd do it right. Distracted, she stopped. "What's this poem mean
again?"
"It's
a wedding song, remember? Eightfold
rising clouds..." Inara
recited the verse flawlessly in English, then again in Japanese.
"Oh, splendid eight-fold
headache," Zoe muttered, then tried again.

"Enough," Zoe
said, after she'd walked across the room about fifty times, with increasingly
more precarious things on her head. She
laid the eggshell-thin tea cup down on the table and collapsed onto the sofa.
"You're tired,"
Inara said soothingly. "But
you've done wonderfully. In
just this short time, you've mastered so much, and you look far more
comfortable in the clothes than you did in the beginning." She smiled. "Let's
take the afternoon off...and drink something other than tea." Moving towards a
cabinet, she pulled out a bottle of plum wine. "I was saving this...but I can't think of any time when
we'll need it more, can you?"
"Not hardly," Zoe
laughed, and accepted a glass. Taking a long draught, she sighed. "You really think this is gonna work?"
Inara laid a gentle hand on
her knee. "I have faith
in you, Zoe. I'm sure it
will."

"Sir, you reckon
Kaylee'll be pleased having to fix the hole you're about to wear in the
floor?" Zoe asked.
Mal stopped and sighed. "Should know better than to let
that feng le doc talk me into drinkin' coffee after
dinner."
She shrugged. "It's one of his things. Like Inara and the tea. That all that's keepin' you up?"
"Hell,
Zoe, you know it ain't. I...it ain't that I don't
trust Inara, cause I do. But the
things she said about this Bai Lin make me more'n a mite uneasy. And Wash..."
"My marriage is my
private business, sir," Zoe replied, her tone final.
"No,
it's not! It's not because I'm the captain and I
give the orders, so if my orders make your marriage all ugly, then it's my
business, isn't it? Hell, I don't
care about what you do or don't do. Just
care that you come back safe, and right now, I ain't so sure that's a
guarantee," he sighed, running a hand through his hair.
"There's
never a guarantee. What's
this about?"
"Just...hell." He dropped into a chair. "I don't take kindly to having my
people shot at, you know that? Sent
those two down there without much ceremony, and look what happened!" Mal had been
haunted since Whitefall with the specters of what might have been if they'd
been just a little slower, if River hadn't guided him. He'd damn near gotten two of his crew
killed through sheer lack of caution.
"It's
not the same, sir. There's
no one here with a grudge against us, and no reason to expect anything
but a peaceful business transaction," Zoe said reasonably.
"Well, what we expect
ain't exactly what generally happens, now is it?" he snapped. "I just...don't like sendin' you
in there, Zoe."
She sat down to face
him. "Then tell me
not to go." They stared at each
other for a long moment. "You
order me off the job, and I'll stay right here. Inara can look out for herself."
Mal was silent for a long
time, staring at her and considering. In some ways, it was tempting. But the idea of letting Inara fend for herself, when she was helping the
crew out on a job...it would just be one more sin to carry on his over-burdened
soul. Finally, he said,
quietly,
"Best get to bed. Gotta get
up early to put on your whorin' clothes."
A slow smile crossed Zoe's
face. "Yes, sir," she
said, rising and moving towards the door. "See
you in the morning."

Inara looked up from the book
she was pretending to read at the knock. "Come
in."
Zoe stepped in, dressed in
the graceful dress Inara had loaned to her. "Think we're about ready."
Inara looked up
inquiringly. "Are we? Zoe, we haven't talked about this
before...we've dealt with every single aspect of a companion's life except
one..."
"And that's the one I
don't intend on dealin' with," Zoe said firmly. "Inara, that's your life, not mine."
"All
I'm saying is that it could arise. The women there,
they'll be trained to note any kind of hesitation, any withdrawal. If you're not completely committed to
this, they'll spot it in a second."
Zoe pressed her lips
together. "I said my
vows, and I do recall there was something in there about keeping to one
man only. I found that man,
and there won't be any others."
"Zoe—"
"It
ain't open for discussion. Now
come on—we're just waitin' for you to say your goodbyes." Zoe stepped aside, gesturing for Inara
to precede her.
Inara nodded finally. Stepping out onto the catwalk, she
found the entire crew waiting and smiled slightly. "So I get a proper sendoff after all."
"'Course
you do!" Kaylee, always
unrestrained in her affections, stepped forward to wrap her arms around
Inara. "Gonna miss
you so much."
Inara embraced Kaylee
tightly, then bestowed a sweet kiss on her cheek. "You'll hear from me often. It'll be all right, Kaylee, I promise."
Kaylee stepped back, wiping
her cheeks, and River was facing Inara. She looked at the companion with bright, curious eyes, then turned away
slightly. "Goodbye. We liked you." Her voice was thin and unhappy.
Inara caught her quickly,
giving her the same hug she'd bestowed on Kaylee, and a kiss as well. "You're growing up into a
beautiful woman, River. You
make us all so proud of you." Turning
to Simon, she added, "You take such good care of her."
Simon kissed Inara's cheek
formally, smiling faintly. "Good
luck."
"Hey,
'Nara, could you send us some captures from the trainin' house? Nekkid pillow fights and such?" Jayne grinned, dodging
the irate hand she raised to thwap him.
Wash stepped forward. "Keep an eye on my wife, will
you?" He clasped Inara's hand
rather self-consciously.
"Of course I will,"
Inara promised.
"And on yourself
too," he smiled, then turned away.
And then there was only Mal
left, and Inara stepped forward, trying to summon something to say. "Mal, I—"
He turned away from her. "Zoe, take her out. You don't wanna miss your rendezvous
with Quinn. Then get yourself back
quick as you can. No sense
in lingering." His boots rang
loudly on the grate beneath him as he walked away.
Her face a mask, hiding her
emotions from the pitying gazes of all present, Inara turned and climbed
into the shuttle. Zoe gave Wash a quick
kiss and a squeeze of the hand, then followed.
Mal sat below, in the cargo bay, until he could
hear the shuttle's burners firing.

Continue to part three |